what is this on the couch what is this
kind of stain like coffee like really what could this be maybe the
curry you sat on a bowl in your lap or maybe the
beer you spilled when you missed your mouth or
later, when it came back after drinking so much
you were drowning, almost drowning, always drowning,
but then you think, you know, you were the one who
wanted to drown
—Rebecca Hannigan